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I'm picking me apart again

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Linkin Park-Breaking the habit
Memories consume like opening the wound
I'm picking me apart again
You all assume, I'm safe here in my room
Unless I try to start again

I don't want to be the one the battles always choose
'Cause inside I realize that I'm the one confused

I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
Tonight...

Clutching my cure, I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more, than any time before
I have no options left again

I don't want to be the one the battles always choose
'Cause inside I realize that I'm the one confused

I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
Tonight…

I'll paint it on the walls
'Cause I'm the one at fault
I'll never fight again
And this is how it ends

I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
But now I have some clarity
To show you what I mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
Tonight...

Model: Me
Photo: Timer

This is an awareness series about bulimia. It's not in any way trying to create this illness into something glamourous. I'm trying to do the exact opposite in fact. It's not glamourous; it's devastating.

It's not a good way to lose weight.
It's not harmless.
It doesn't go away by itself.
It is extremely addictive and it is a problem.

Please if you or someone you know has an eating disorder don't wait, seek help right away. It's never too late.
Image size
3072x2304px 1.23 MB
Make
Canon
Model
Canon PowerShot A560
Shutter Speed
1/25 second
Aperture
F/2.6
Focal Length
6 mm
ISO Speed
100
Date Taken
Jul 31, 2007, 8:56:06 AM
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I love this song, and this is a beautiful picture. My eyes started to well up when I saw this...